Confessionals

[Amanda Kimmel]

[Amanda Kimmel]

I hope you can read that shit Pascy xD
If it's too small I will translate it and make it bigger for you
The next confessional I will post I think I am gonna change the layout of it and make the font bigger

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 2 [Days 4-6]

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Okay so: Julie zee dumb beeyotch has decided she wanted to kill herself and throw herself into the fire because she couldn't stand being the second hottest in the tribe with me being first, I helped push her in though.
No seriously, she was a dull dead weight bitch and I am glad she's gone.

At the moment it does look like my tribe is dominating. We are extremely strong and active, its fun because I've never been in this kind of tribe before, so I do feel really comfortable.

However I kinda had a mini convo with Jeanne the other day in regards to alliances and she sorta seemed like she was 'wary' and didn't really seem to outgoing for an alliance. So I am keeping a close eye on her. Also keeping my eye on Jamie too, and Heidi because I believe these girls may have something going on, and I don't trust them one ioda.

Id rather play with the boys; I love Greg and James and JT. So if anything if these girls try and be catty with the queen of bitches, they will be messing with the wrong person, because I am sure my charm can pull in "Ami the outcast" to vote with me.

But I am not "that" overly concerned just yet, just because we are on a winning streak and the purple team are worse than britney spears songs.

As for Ami switching tribes, I feel like yeah if we lose, she is done. But this depends. I mean if Jeanne, Heidi and Jamie have something going on and haven't included me. Ill cut the moles off, so they should watch their backs, because you don't mess with me. Cos I get livid very easily.

Sorry I didn't do my fancy layout Pascaline, I couldn't be stuffed.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 3 [Days 7-9]

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Firstly I would like to say how farking annoying Eliza is, everywhere I look all I see is; she's such a twat.
"lyk omgz g00d luck everybodyiz" I can't stand her constant positiveness, If I land up on a tribe with her, I will have to kill myself.

Now that's done and dusted. I am pretty pissed that we lost the challenge because everyone knows that the purple tribe sucks anus. Clearly, hands down period.
We had like 340953485 million flags to send in, and nobody made the effort to do it.
I was LIVID as they can get.

Anyways, nothing much happened this round, it was relatively quiet but I am basing my vote on someone who I don't like and I can't wait to see them get the boot.
I am clearly voting for Ami for many reasons.
A) She dissed her own tribe.
B) She didn't participate in the challenge
and C) She has made no effort with OUR tribe at all as far as strategy or playing it safe.

She's useless. Period.
I hope my tribe can see that as well just because I feel like people who mutiny, are the first people to die, no matter what tribe they are on.
And I swear to god if my tribe fucks me over, there will be hell too pay.

I think that's about it for me, sums it up.
A quick question Pascaline Bongo, would you personally ever ask a boy out? or should it be the boy who ask's the girl?
Please tell me, I seek Bongo titty advice.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 4 [Days 10-12]

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Oh my god, thank lordy Ami has her skanky ass gone and she is well and truly out of this game, she clearly didn't deserve it, and people who mutiny are always the first to die count my words Pascy.

I am not impressed mainly in myself. I didn't compete in the challenge and I feel like one big massive but what can I do? I was at work and I have been facing some severe issues in my life and it is having and impact on my emotional health but I won't let it get ahead of me, and put me at a disadvantage of this game.

I am feeling reasonably comfortable with my position in the tribe, they all seem love lividmanda, and I do bring good spirits.
It suck's that we lost, but then again it does mean we can cut off the dead weight losers of our tribe so that's always a plus for us.

*more to come later on*

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 5 [Days 13-15]

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Too be perfectly honest Pascaline, I am starting to get very annoyed with Jeanne, Jamie and Heidi. The bitchy women of my tribe. Ashlee is eh, but the other three moles are such osers.

When we have to go to tribal council that's the only real time they will talk to me and ask me for advice etc; basically because they know that the men will not vote me off, because of my beautiful looks and charms

I have said this in a previous confessional but I am becoming more and more distant and very wary of these girls. I don't feel so high on the tribal hierarchy, so if a merger doesn't come soon I may have to do a big switch and maybe do a mutiny.
I think these people are delusional. I really do feel like the "Erinn" for this season. I have gone through a really hard break up in real life and I feel socially isolated from these people, but they are so rude to me that it doesn't bother me too much.

I just want to screw most of them over and make it close to the end just to be like HA! suck my fat one.

But before I screw them over I have to kill Eliza and make out with Robb.
That's my basic goals.

So we won immunity as well, which was a bonus. So final 14, isn't too shabby, but I am goaling to finish at least 5th place or lower. That's my main goal.
So here we go, hold on tight and watch lividmanda work her magic powers. But before I go; here is my song in which I will play when I meet up with Robb to tempt him
...


(Wynter)
Da double dee double di (x7)
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x3)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar

(Flo Rida)
Hey, I’ve got a mouth full of cavities.
Sweet tooth, full of mama, like sugar to me.
So my love with the lips, put a bug in the ear tone.
Shawty gotta kiss, it’s an emergency.
Spit sprung for the taste, addicted to her gloss.
Won’t smile this way, baby I rub it off.
Put my tongue in your face
A little mistletoe, sippin’ Gram I A.
I’m a fan all day.
Do me that favor, cuz I like your flavor.
My manage behavior; I’m into your major.
Sweeter so flavor, that’s good for this player.
My hood, now and later, throw back like a pager.
Pretty much, you’re givin’ me a sugar rush.
Lil mama, give me high blood pressure when you blush.
Lips feel soft as a feather when we touch, Shawty that’s what’s up.

(Wynter)
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x3)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar

(Flo Rida)
Hey, Sh Shawty would you mind, cuz I want me some.
Now and later, I don’t wanna have to wait, you the one.
Yep! Yep! Your vision. So, so delicious.
Can’t help my interest, candy addiction.
Wanna peace, to a piece gotta get a piece.
I don’t know a piece, Give me all your sweets.
Bottom and top lip, bout to have a sugar feast.
Level with our trip, I’m a lip bitin’ beast.
Man for them things, all 42 teeth.
Squeeze the sugar cane on your mouth, must beat.
Ain’t your mama slirp, stickin’, usin’ my tree.
Like taffy but classy, get at me.
I’m flyly Let you know I wanna kiss.
But your lips, they’ll do me fine.
Now baby don’t trip with the juicy kind.
Get, get on the grip, Girl you ain’t lyin’.

(Wynter)
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x7)
Sugar

(Flo Rida)
You like my sugar, my sugar.
You so sweet, so sweet.
Like my candy, my candy
You so sweet, so sweet.
I got a good appetite with you on me, on me.
I’ll wrap you out of them clothes.
You my treat, my treat.
Girl you my sugar, I call you Candy
And tonight I’m gonna get me some, get me some.
Girl you my sugar, I call you Candy
And tonight I’m gonna get me some, get me some sugar.

(Wynter)
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x3)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar


[Sugar by Flo Rida Feat. Wynter Gordon]

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 6 [Days 16-18]

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Wow, this round was so quick, like click of the fingers and it was over.
So I am glad JP went out like it was so unanimous it wasn't even funny.
Right now the banana tribe are sitting good ;D
we have three up on the Kads tribe and it is look really good for us.
Basically everyone in the tribe except for JT have made a pact that it is us 7 to the final 7.
If we lose once more JT is outta here, so we do need to make sure we win the next few challenges.

We really do have a strong and active group but I still feel kinda on the outs of things just because the other 6 seem so chummy, but I am not trying to appear "strong" and "dominant" just yet because it could ruin what I will do at merger.
So right now I am laying low and playing very UTR.
It is a boring and very safe strategy but it is working. I basically need to make the merger before my guns come roaring out.

So we won immunity, which was fantastic and the Kads now have to send ANOTHER person home, which is unfrotunate for them. I think they kind of have a realisation that they shouldn't mutiny because it does mean that we will just pick them off.

If everything goes correctly and my tribe keeps winning I should make final 7/final 8. From that point onwards I will use every bit of my manipulation and flirtation to help advance me further.
However it is becoming more and more clear on who I should allign with and who I should steer clear of.
Greg, and Ashlee seem to be very likeable players so I am aware of that, and I don't think I'd like to take them too far.
Heidi is still on the fence for me right now, she seems like she is playing a similar game too me but who knows what the fuck she's doing.
If anything I would love to make some sort of final 3 pact/deal/alliance with James and Jamie, why? because they aren't people who would put themselves out there to be liked by the rest of the cast, they do the required amount what is needed, they don't push further and do more, and they aren't very good social or physical players. They kind of go along with the group.
So If by any chance I get close to the end I would love to team up with those two because I do think that they would be relatively easy to beat.
But all in good time

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 7 [Days 19-21]

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Yeah so we lost the challenge, which really does suck.
I thought Banana's had this in the bag, obviously not.
I am slightly mad at James for not coming online to do the challenge, but hey, I can't blame him and I am sure he had a valid excuse.
So I can not fault him.

On the other hand, J.T suck's arse.
I think I have seen him do nothing but try and "encourage" people or try and make it look like he is "working" and "helping" the tribe out. Which he really isn't and it does look like his time is up.

I have no figured out what and where Heidi stands with me;
this is a PM she sent me earlier;

I heard JT as well, and I agree he has been holding us back a lot in the challenges.

I'd like to stick with you though, should merge come soon. You seem like you'd be a good ally

Booyah, ;D look's like lividmanda just scored herself an alliance.
In this case it is good for me right now to team up with heidi basically because she is a really strong player, and going into merger people will see her being a threat and not really worry about me.
I look weak and very UTR. But really, I am the epitome of this game.
They better watch out.
I am feeling confident JT is going home tomorrow night, but we will see.

Sorr for such a short and crap confessional Pascaline, but rape me sideways if you wish.

[Amanda Kimmel]

When I see Jamie, Jeanne, Ashlee and J.T's faces I can't help but...










DOGG PEOPLE.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 8 [Days 22-24]

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What an incredible round of disaster; that's all I can say.
I was so pissed off that Jeanne, Jaime, Ashlee and J.T basically did a blindside and voted Heidi out because she was.."annoying"?
..Oh please
I seriously wonder if half these people have a brain.

You may or may of not known Pascaline but I was alligned with Heidi and Greg, so seeing her get voted out, pissed me off. Because I wanted to go to the merge with stronger people, and J.T clearly is not one of them, the inactive little fucker, who does jack shit but tries to work on excuses as to why he can't do a challenge.

I was pissed, infact I was more so livid.

So we merged, which was amazing. Greg and myself knew that we were on the outs of any sort of alliance, because there was the Banayri four +James, and then we naturally assumed that the Kads would have some sort of an alliance going on there.

So me and Greg conducted a well thought plan.
A PM I sent to Greg;

Oh golly this will be a kill yeah
I talked to eliza for a bit, but yeah tell them that me and you are willing to help them as majority because the other 4 have no brains and are alligned etc.
Jeannes a fucking idiot. !
Gahh im at school haha cold as. Freezing.
How are you? X

and he's reply;

I talk to Eliza and Steph and they're on boar with us four working together. I really think this will be good for us Torah, too.

Also I told Steph that for her sake they need to target the alliance of JT/Jaime/Ashlee/Jeanne so that should take effect and I think they wanna target Jaime which is fine with me. Let me know what you think girl ;]

Basically Greg and myself pitted with the old Kads tribe, and it worked well. I sucked up Eliza's ass so much and Greg did the same for Steph and basically they both told us they wanted us in the final 4 with them. So it's great if you ask me.
However I am wary that joining them could leave myself and Greg in the cold with the old Kads Tribe as the final 5.
But then.. Alicia went on some huge rampage and pissed Steph off so this is beneficial for us.
Because it puts Greg and myself in with Steph, Eliza, Brook and Jamie which mean's we go up one spot in the rankings.

At tribal it really did show our loyalty to the Kads tribe and BAM, Jaime cunt face was sent home.
I was proud of myself sending her home because she was a deceptive, sneaky little rat and she was trying to play both sides of this game and cause havoc.

Then as it was revealed there would be another vote off. I wasn't really scared, basically I solidified myself with the Kads alliance and they knew what had to be done. It basically came down to Ashlee or Jeanne going home.
I told Eliza, Greg, James and Jaime that it would be super good if we could vote out Jeanne basically because she is a much stronger threat as far as challenges go compared to Ashlee.
However we had people going everywhere with this vote, because people where freaking out on who to vote off. But all I did was lay low and just "claim" that I heard the vote was for Jeanne when merely I created the vote for her and just exploited it further.

I then find out that Steph the bitch has been toying with both sides as well. Greg tells me she is close with Jeanne and Ashlee, so I am aware of this chicks game now. I don't approve her at all how she calls out people being snakes when she is one of them.
It kinda made me mad. But I layed low and basically thought that if we take out Ashlee or Jeanne it just shortens Steph's chances.
Once the votes where read, and dickhead Ashlee didn't vote, but Jeanne could have gone home, but eh. I am glad that one of them did.
I would have much rather seen Jeanne go home, because she is a lying bitch, who doesn't deserve to be here. But Ashlee was just as good.

After tribal I kinda thought that Steph is being a bit of a dog, but I want to be careful with her, because even though she is trying to play with the Banayri side, I don't wanna call her out yet, because she does have the majority if she decided to flip hers Kads onto me. But, I will wait a little bit more. Because Steph did offer myself, Greg and Eliza a final 4 deal, which I do intend to keep, but only if Steph doesn't decide to dog me.
I think if she does decide to stick with Jeanne she is digging herself her own grave and laying her own bed, because nobody likes Jeanne, and nobody likes Steph, so why would you allign with them both?

I think after a few rounds I will see the end of the road, right now it's still all unclear. I think at about final 8 I will see some sort of lines on who is with who and what is going to happen next.
But right now, even though JT stated that "Steph is running the show, and she organised votes for such and such"
WRONG.
I guess people just don't suspect what me and Greg are capable of.
Even though Steph's a loud mouth bitch who would love to take credit for everything, she can't. Because myself and Greg could have taken her out so easily. But keeping her in this game for a little bit, shields me from any danger.
I will keep playing the puppet master behind the curtain, and making Steph look like the bitch, infact I will exploit it and use it to my advantage. I WILL take control of this game and cut every bitch off too win.

I think that's about it.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 9 [Days 25-27]

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This round was actually quite nice,
no annoying people, except for Jeanne and her little smart ass remarks about "nobody will vote her off" my ass, she's a delusional fake bitch along with Stephenie.
These girls will get what's coming.

Right now I am finding it hard to even remotely trust Stephenie, she never answer's my PM's and basically never talk's to me. So if she dare expects me to take her any further in the game, she's dreamin'
I hope I can bond closer with the Kads and get me as far as possible and basically work my ass off for immunity.
But right now, I know that I am safe up until Final 6 of this game. Which is relatively good.

I am glad J.T is gone, an active, and intelligent jury. It should be fun. An epic way to finish one amazing season.
This is all I got.
But yeah. GO MANDALIVID

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 10 [Days 28-30]

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I've just realised that I've completley fucked up my day numbers. We are only at day 23 and I am at like day 30 lmao. Oh well. They are irrelevant, and don't even focus on them, please!

Okay well, Jeanne bitch face dog girl won immunity *chunder* so basically I told the alliance [Jamie, Eliza, Brook, Greg and Stephenie] that we should vote out Alicunt because she's a little swine for causing the shit she did back when we first merged.

However I find out from my good friend Eliza, that the so called "cuntress" Stephenie was plotting against me, and the funny thing is, she was. Even funnier, she's a fucking delusional idiot. Trying to "call people out for being snakes?" fuck oath, look at her, she's like the spit adda (spitting slut).
God im mad.

However once the votes were revealed Alicunt went home and I was super glad.
But the funnier thing is that Stephenie has put herself in the minority, and everyone wants her and Jeanne gone next. Amazing.

I am also very livid with James.
He voted for me and didn't tell me, just like what he did with Heidi.
Then when I don't get voted out he comes crawling back to me.
Im sorry, but I've been nothing but loyal to that pig. So really. Im not taking him any further than final 6.

But I've told him the only way he can redeem trust with me is if he votes for Stephenie next round. I've basically told everyone that Stephenie is next, she's just an absolute dirty dog faced girl who should eat vomit as a living.

Half these people left in the game drive me insane. They have no clue how to play.
I won't be surprised now if Greg, Eliza or myself wins.
Its pretty clear. Eliza and Greg are kinda boring, but they are easy as to manipulate and make them do things .

My fingers hurt now. Ill vote soon. If I don't vote you know my votes for Stephenie. Aka. Dog girl.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 11 [Days 31-33]

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WOOHOO and boohoo's going on right now.
Jeanne won immunity, which is sucky, but Stephenie didn't which is fabulous.
So really, this vote was a crucial one because it would show me how far me and Greg have come and how much we have worked and screwed the Kads over.
I mean really, look at it.

Greg and myself came into merge under a minority as the old banayri VS. the old kads vs greg and myself.

We have both made the final 7, need I say more?
I think we have worked both alliances so much that people are starting to get the idea that maybe this is a Greg and Amanda show?

So Stephenie was sent home, finally. Which shows that the old Kads really are not a stable and unified unit which is great. Because come final 5 me and Greg can cause some drama and turn them all against each other, this was my initial idea until Eliza PMed me this;

Hey Mandyy,
Don't be mad, you survived over Alicunt.
Of course you would, though. I am all up for sticking until Final 5, we are all awesome and I'd love that.
I don't give shit who Stephenie was, I know she is contradicting herself in this game. I personally am gunning for her, and then Jeanne. If the one wins immunity, the other goes. That's how it is for me.
James seems to be getting what he thinks most people will do. So, not such a trouble.
And personally, that's only to you, I would love a Greg-Amanda-Eliza F3. I think it'd be the most deserving.
And take care, we are still cool! <3

This is proof that if at final 5 Kads try to make final 3, this will be pulled out of the basket and hopeful someones hair will be ripped out.

I think this is fabulous.
Okay so for next round I am thinking that Jeanne will be voted out hands down if she loses immunity, which will make this game so much better because Jeanne is such a rat capital c.
bam, word, done.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 12 [Days 34-36]

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Okay so really; this round once again bored me, but maybe that's because I am an utterly boring person?

But as you may saw/know, Jeanne was finally voted out because she didn't win immunity. FUCKING BLOODY HELL YES. I was over the freaking moon.

But now at the challenge today (Breakin' Dishes)

It really did get me thinking, maybe Eliza, Brook and Jamie have some sort of Kad deal going on and at Final 5 Eliza could potentially screw me and Greg over.

After Jamie's efforts after James was smashed out of the challenge he started smashing at my plates, so that does leave me very cautious because now I feel like I can not trust Jamie at all.
This final 6 tribal council is hard for me, because I could even make my chances even greater and vote with James and Greg and we could take one original Kad member out of this game; like Eliza or Brook.

But then Greg and myself could stick with the original Kads, vote off James and put ourselves in final 5 leaving us to wonder, what will Eliza and Brook do? will they take us to final 4 or will they keep Jamie over us.
I am starting to hesitate because it has come down to a do or die situation, and I don't wanna be left out on the scraps.
I mean this could be one hell of a hard vote. It could either ruin me or keep me here and get me to the end.

One things for sure, I don't want to fuck it up and leave myself just missing out on a final position.
but if things go bad I will pull out all the stops and work every bit of my livid manda magic.

bring it on baby.

BTW Pascaline Bongo, I just wanted to let you know. I have a boyfriend

[Amanda Kimmel]

Episode # 13 [Days 37-39]

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I was so pissed off with James and his display at tribal.
Fucking cunt. Nobody calls me out, and mocks my lividness.
I outta take his head and make it even more uglier than it is.

I just thought the extra vote he gave me was really stupid and pathetic.
He could have stayed in this game had he approached me and said "lets vote out Eliza" but the fucka didn't so his fault. bam.

I have like nothing for this rounds confessionals, except for final 5 will be interesting. I better not get 5th or I will be pissed off to the hilt because Eliza and Greg have offered me a final 3, so if Eliza doggs me now, she is fucked in the head and will not win this game.

Before I go I will leave you with something what compares James and the way he played this game;



ugly isn't it? That's how he played, ugly, bad, repulsive. Done. Word. The End.